I wish you knew how every time I hear that song, I die a little more.
I wish you knew that there are movies that I can’t watch anymore because we watched them together.
I wish you knew that sometimes I catch myself thinking about you and it takes me hours to forget you again.
I wish you knew that sometimes I see that black velvet box with the diamond ring and haunts me.
I wish I knew that I hear your voice everytime someone calls me “sweetie.” But then I look and it’s never you.
I wish you knew how hard it is sometimes to not dial your number. I still have it memorized even now.
I wish you knew that breathing is hard when I see photos of you on social media and you seem so happy.
I wish you knew that I finally made it to London and saw Big Ben. I took a picture to send to you and then remembered. . .
I wish you knee that I donated the dishes we bought together. You know the ones with the blue flowers.
I wish you knew I changed my hair color back to brown because I couldn’t stand to see the red hair you said always looked like flames.
I wish you knew how much I have grown and changed in the years since you left.
I wish you knew that I still think about you every day but I have to move on.
I wish you knew that my dreams are slowly coming true. Without you.
I wish I knew if you missed me.